We are all the pearl within the shell. One day the shell will disappear and shining will be the pearl only.

As I get older, and for me its only 43, the small child in me still drives this vehicle. The being that I know I am is still the one trying to park this body, pick up this body and , aaaand... deal with the storms of emotions that pass through it.  Have I improved the body, yes at times. Have I mastered the storms and weather.... ha no way.  I may have figured out how to avoid stormy emotions but when they his suddenly I become them. In my wisdom I have learned not to beat myself up anymore for the way i act. That is a big realization.

Its funny I always think that as I get older life will get easier and I will be more peaceful and not have to deal with issues, people and events like when younger. wrong.  But my wisdom has shown me that perhaps the illusion of finding peace all the time is just that an illusion. After all, how can a concept a concrete one at that like peace ever be places on an ever changing world. Its like trying to paint water. Its always moving and changing.

There is hope though.. the ever changing can be identified and that mystery which moves can be noticed more in the day.... and when it does.... "that" becomes my foundation.

:)

I just recorded and posted some songs on this site. Please enjoy them.

I have moved forward by taking my poetry and now adding music to it. It only took me 6 months to learn guitar.


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